So What I Lied

The window's cracked, I'm looking out

I see her and I'm filled with doubt

I don't know if this parking place

Is just another empty space

Words I've said aren't coming true

I don't know if it's me or you

This promise is too hard to keep

I have to speak

So what, I lied

But the truth would've been suicide

Monogamy is all she wants from me

But I see my life

And it's way too short

Don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs

I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking work for me

I did my best to try and be

A mirror of society

But we both know the mirror's cracked

And everybody's in the act

Faking what they cannot feel

Hoping they can make it real

Reality is killing me

So what, I lied

But the truth would've been suicide

Monogamy is all she wants from me

But I see my life

And it's way too short

Don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs

I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking work for me

Monogamy is all she wants from me

But I see my life

And it's way too short

Erect a life I'll never see

I'll stand back from the scenery

And laugh at all the other guys

Who never could escape in time

Stuck like flies on sticky tongues

Chewed up 'fore their life is done

I'm not here to compromise or apologize

So what, I lied

But the truth would've been suicide

Monogamy is all she wants from me

But I see my life

And it's way too short

Don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs

I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking work for me

Life-is too fucking short

It's too fucking short

It's too fucking short