When Alpha And Omega Collide

I've been struggling for so many years now

Aiming high, yet shooting low

My biography is like a looking glass

There's someone I don't know

Always asking me about my destiny

Spoken anger without words

On an empty street without life and joy

No sunlight to shine bright

Unfold the blueprint - your key to existence

A master plan for life - just play your cards right

Broken wings won't fly

The more adrenaline, the higher I fly

Without quest I find no rest

With every new goal there's yet another one

Constant pain to burn my chest

Heading out to roads that won't ever end

Alpha, omega: no interlink

The higher I fly, the deeper I fall

Going up means going down

Confront yourself - your blueprint for existence

The master plan for life - start playing your cards right

Broken wings won't fly

Collecting pieces of a map - still struggling to proceed

I'm feeling constant pain - deep wounds of inferiority

Confused I watch the chaos - divine creation unfold

With every single step I make - I'm stepping back again

I try to fly with broken wings - on and on and on and on

In the short run, I'm running out of time

Clock ticking cuts the air

Still running, yet it's a waste of breath

I'm gonna crash and burn

Working my way to the very end

On a point of no return

In a bitter world without life and joy

Dark forces hold my ground

Confront myself - with blueprints for existence

My master plan for life - I'll play my cards right

Broken wings won't fly