The Last Elegy

I am standing in the wilderness - looking up to the sky

I am thinking of the day - when I finally die

I can see my coffin burning - before my very eyes

I feel my soul slowly fade away - as I deeply sigh

Listen to my song of shadows - for my end

Oh, I will hail my destiny - my darkest friend

I am welcoming the tragedy - that will set me free

With my past, with my last elegy - inside of me

The wind doth weep, my eternal sleep, I am dying inside

The hopeless eyes, the mournful cries

The devoured light, I am rotting inside

I have no fear of death

The ravens are waiting for my final breath

The dignified death of which I am proud

Beneath the ebony cloud, I am shedding blood-tears

In my dream, I hear myself scream

Nothing to redeem, I am breeding my fear

Fear? what is to fear? Death isn't what I fear

How many days lie ahead of me?

Should I live with this dying body?

The shadow is slowly creeping

With awe inside as I'm sleeping

What a beautiful sight

I am listening to the silence - the unheard scream

I am losing my own past - in the darkest dream

Bleak is my mind, blind are my eyes - the internal death

Cold is my blood, as my misery - is put to an end