Bitter Pill

How can I forget

The things that I, I still regret

I'm wasted

Digest this bitter pill

I close my eyes

Cold sweat's I feel the chill

Inside

I descent into the abyss of a sin

Recall decisions that I made within

This sense of guilt building up deep inside

Respect of the main I once knew slowly dies

Confined to sleepless nights

My past will haunt

My constant shadow fights

I fall

As time stands still, memories just stay alive

My head hangs low from the lack of disguise

The weakness slowly dismembers my soul

I can't find exactly where I lost control