Eighty Six

It's so hard to hold on

My heart is beating faster than ever before

Shut the fuck up

You've dragged this on for too fucking long

I'm trying so god damn hard

Not to give up

I can't go on

Being this miserable

And insecure

Again and again

I fall back to nothing

No hands to reach

And it's leaving me drowning

This has to mean something

There's got to be more to this

I'm sick of feeling everything that I can't explain

Breaking down

Whilst breaking away

I am surrounded

Still completely alone

And if I never give up

Will it ever be good enough

Build up these walls

Just to have them knocked back down

Fuck

Pull me up

Have you seen me living this nightmare

Seen me in agony?

'Cause I see no other

I see no other for a helping hand

It seems we got to find our way alone

I think I need a sign

Or I wont make it past the morning light

I just need something

I just need someone

To show me it's gonna be alright

It's gonna be just fine