The Insanity Of Normality

My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone,

In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others,

I want no one to escape,

But even after admitting this there is no catharsis,

My punishment continues to elude me

And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself,

No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling,

This confession has meant nothing