Suffering in Ecstasy

Suffer inside myself

there is no hope

In this grave

bottomless

the deepest depths

an empty pit

no way to live

dead

It's killing me

this deadly plaque

poisoned blood

runs through my veins

finding pleasure

within the pain

I'm suffering

A step away

from the edge

one more rush

All I need is

A harder push

there is no cure

my infection is self inflicted

I'm suffering

in ecstasy

slowly dying

inside my body

locked away

with no escape

finding pleasure

within the pain

A step away

from the edge

one more rush

All I need is

A harder push

there is no cure

my infection is self inflicted

It's killing me

this deadly plaque

poisoned blood

runs through my veins

finding pleasure

within the pain

I'm suffering

Suffer inside myself

there is no hope

In this grave

bottomless

the deepest depths

an empty pit

no way to live

dead

A step away

from the edge

one more rush

All I need is

A harder push

there is no cure

my infection is self inflicted

I'm suffering

in ecstasy

slowly dying

inside my body

locked away

with no escape

finding pleasure

within the pain