Spasmolytic

making time in a low rent highrise

no place to go downtown crushing crucifixion

particles aching harmful descent take a shot and hide

subway slam dance stale mattress slow throb bloating

freshly open grave barefoot beggar

knotted finger turning pages in a book descending

no noise the great trees fall

calmly through the window see backward elevation

faded spirit of the gold toothed whore

moon dances wondering how could this ever be

kicking the habit possesion in the flesh

loves made up melancholy kicking the habit

trip back and unleash all anger emerging from

the waterfall brakh? fork horse rear snorted downward

a vulgar desire playing cards conjured on fly blown

dimly lit round a room of shadows claw the side

phantom pinches waking from a dream half eaten candy

from some disordered heaven swirling tastes phornicate

rotted meat a nested virus feels eating dish aging

she sits alone in the worry shes created more time

holy hatred kicking the habit