Shadow Creator

The giddiness refuses to loose

its grip on my mind

I am thrown down on the ground

again and again in absence of balance

Hunted by no one, but in the same

time by the whole world

The empty shells screams for more,

but there is no more to give

Trembling I sit down and start to

create shadows

Your lack of aura makes me wonder.

Do you really exist?

An illusion made by my own mind?

I can see you...

Waiting... Waiting for relief

Searching... Searching for ease

I am trying to become one

with the all that I lean on

Don't want to be seen,

Don't want to be judged

and don't want to be any longer

All impressions creats a lack

of equilibrium i my mind

Trembling I sit down and

start to create shadows

An illusion made by my own mind?

Becoming the observer

instead of the hunted

You are looking at me but you

don't dare to comfort my eyes

A quiet laughter breeds fit of

laughter inside of me

You are not worth more than the

stony soil that i'm walking on

A quiet laughter breeds fit of

laughter inside me

A silent sigh and a last glance

on your behaviour

Makes me want to help you towards

the end that will come to us all