Killing Myself

Everyday when I get up

I set my brain for self destruct

Killing myself everyday of my life

I get the shakes and I get the shivers,

Sweat on palms and holes in my liver

Killing myself everyday of my life

The bottle sits in front of me

And laughs at what it’s done to me

The bottle ain’t no friend to me

But I’m my own worst enemy

Cause never worry, never want to

Never hurry, ain’t ever going to

Killing myself everyday of my life

I got a fuse and I’m gonna strike it

God help me cause I think I like it

Killing myself everyday of my life

It ain’t easy living lazy

And my music drive the neighbors crazy

Killing myself everyday of my life

The Bottle sits in front of me and laughs

At what it’s done to me

And all my questions go unanswered

As I die of my moral cancer

I can’t leave cause it might rain out

I guess I’ll stay inside blow my brains out

Killing myself everyday of my life

I need a savor, I need a real friend

I need a reason to survive the weekend

Killing myself everyday of my life