No Say

I never wanted this

Grow up

Become what they call a man

Choose and decide

So I started out playing games with both

Me and them

'Cause everyone's due to keep up with the others

Due to find a part to play

Within that huge comedy or drama

Whatever

I've played them all

For years

But all of a sudden

Everything changed

And I began to fall

The hard and endless fall

Of someone who had the pleasure

To meet self-determination's younger brothers

Ehm, let's say self-deception and self-destruction

I got lost after not knowing

After not knowing who I ought to be

I left it all behind

Moved houses

Changed the city

And fell asleep

For one and a half years