A Grown Man

All given hope's the same

Now it's all time to kill the pain

Complaints covering a whining tongue

Try to speak a mouth of truths

To time to recollect for ill-mannered self-neglect

Stand on your own two feet

Stability a broken strand of string

Outstretched, out of reach

Not enough rest for this brainstaking quest

These moods among the elite

Sitting down...to re-examine mistakes

Overly analytical war-gaming

Slurring syllables, un-sober moment one use to regret

Non-scapegoat mouth...oversee several ideas

Losing it inside

These words are like a dyslexic interpretation of the wrong

A quiet moment for love gone bad

No time to waste for a second guess

This look on your face

So pathetic

Stealing fear from an innocent mind

Distilled existence to collapse into tears

All in your hands now

Change it

Don't be what others think or want

Fuck the law, create your own

The heretic, the witch, a martyr for the weak

Shoved down lives of ambition

Stop whispering the truth to yourself

Under a breath of lies, a false disguise

Spell caster of curse words

Spoken stones to be thrown at guilt-covered society

Give it till tomorrow

Give it a couple days

Blank face, lying smile

Bothered by flawed events

You only wished you hadn't given till it hurt

A backward decision on your part

Now this is starting over

And less the man A selfish instinct overdose

Re-assure the growth

A traitor to your own words

These bitter terms swapped

Intentions never there

Never to lend a hand

Don't look back

Behind your backs

They grew to men

Halt...permission to stand...a grown man

Symbolize the rape of freedom

The loss to see all

To decide on your own