Fingernails On A Chalkboard

Take advantage of weakness in thought

The thought of you is crawling on my skin

I've grown to accept my mistakes

Solid stance in a secluded embrace

Bitter ways that will rise above

Intrusion on this time to reflect

Gritting teeth in a cage of disrespect

Laughter in a moment of neglect

A war started over self righteous needs

Putting innocence in harm's way

Burning wrath of intent

Time to brace the broken sleep

Take the extreme approach

Falling down on trust

Given death to see

Bullets to your head

A bad apple of my eye

Filled with worms of stolen life

Reveal this lost childhood stage

Later outcome for this unkept rage

Dissolve into desire

Growing away from one another

Settling affection that constricts

Grip on scorn behavior

All my friends hate each other

Modest pride lost in this foreplay age

Happiness in problems

Living life in an empty bottle

A backyard open to the world of failure

Defiance of the age of wounds

Clear sight lost in countless ways

Anger breeds in mindless grace

Quiet moment before the end of days

This new age to blame the weak

Mental scars forever scream

Vision of this self rebellion

Dead endeavor of this silenced pain

Arrange this standard

This effigy to sooth the nerves

Keep this mind from straying under staring eyes

Wearing this masked expression

A constant twitch of reaction

Loaded problems that will hide behind the skull

I am in search of the end

Knotted in the gut from a parent's fight

Death is my closest friend

Locked door to the parents' room

I've grown to deny my mistakes

A war finished over selfish ways

Broken teeth in an intense display

Laughter grows to raise your enemies

Precious time

Raping all that is held close

A war of words

These scratchings of a mad man

Filth back talk

Washing your mouth out with soap

All my losses

A day of dead days

Turning to ashes with the phoenix in flames

Like the tenderness We had grown for each other

Step aside and let me hear the complaints

This equal sight for the judgement

Absitenence will want the change

Eyes open

Spit out the truth with no disguise

Surround with caution

These hands being tied

Blank mind set

Naked to the world of regret

Spit out the truth

Slander the rights of love