Forever Lost in Vain

Like a flash from a distance

I learned to prevail

Over all those dark moments

I set the sails

I learned to believe it

I learned to deny

Which was nothing

But running away from the tide

This life has been shattered next

To something better

This life has made up with its soul

Next time I will deal

With the storm that gathered

All the thoughts that came up on their own

Can someone give me an answer

About the choices I've made?

Cause I can't think anymore

These thoughts are buried forever

Deep down in emotional graves

Forever lost in vain

Turning points are glowing

With their absence since there's

No hope of finding my way

What may lurk in the shadows

While I'm in here waiting?

Something better than I've already seen?

Can someone give me an answer

About the choices I've made?

Cause I can't think anymore

These thoughts are buried forever

Deep down in emotional graves

Forever lost in vain

So do I truly deserve something better?

(Way better than this)

This weight on my shoulders still matters

(Matters to me)

After all these years through the never

I can feel how it all comes together

Can someone give me an answer

About the choices I've made?

Cause I can't think anymore

These thoughts are buried forever

Deep down in emotional graves

Forever lost in vain