The rising doubt

I saw your face so close to mine

An icy breath rose from your lips

When I tried to touch your pale skin

I was falling with my thoughts through time

And I woke up tonight

Another endless hour and I feel I’m alive

I’m turning over again and I attempt to cross the line

Where only nightmares are waiting for me to die

Smudged blood all over my face

The cracks in the mirror distort my unbearable self

A sequence of the morning after and the days to come

I killed the rising doubt – but the scars will never disappear

I killed the rising doubt – and no one’s left to interfere

So am I still unbowed – With the stakes and thorns inside of me

I killed the rising doubt

I heard your steps so close behind

A cold drought caressed my neck

And a blurry picture of you

Dissolving when I turned my face towards the light again

My skin is burning, I’m going blind

And I find myself back in this empty room

A fragment of a shattered world right next to me