Until I’m back

The hush in my nerves is killing

The damage remains outside

And again silence has seized the reign

The center of concentration

Is spinning around too fast

If the ground is shaking, will it break?

Can you suffer the pain

Listening to words when they all mean the same

Can you fall into their trap

While you’re inside their cone of light

Was it a wrong reaction

Was it the other door

Was it you keeping me off the track

Creeping through dripping venom

Taking a toxic breath

Answering hatred with a kiss

Can you walk on the blade

Are you afraid, are there bounds in your head

Can you jump on the train

Getting you out of the line of fire

I’m still not lost within the maze you’ve built around myself

I stand between the opened gates, just one step away

I’ve found you in the tragedies you’ve staged a long time ago

Racked with guilt, consumed by pain, just a step away