Charge Of Total Affect

One day I'll return with another man's clothes

One day I'll return with another man's name

I am all alone

Existence has no friends

I feel the emotion that never ends

I'm sleeping on the edge of a knife

Don't wake me up from the meaning of my life

There never were equality and freedom

In a world of individuals there is only boredom

There is lust in all repentance

And remorse in all desire I want to dissolve myself and to unify

With stupid ideals that are but a lie

To rid myself of what belongs to me

But I remain an I that talks about an I

See?

I fear the fatigue of the love that went

Down the drain without asking for my consent

Loved one

I miss you too much

The way you gave me the healing touch

There is no kindness

Only desire

There is no kindness

Only desire

The grand devouring fucking fire

The grand devouring fucking fire

No kindness around me

Only fire

The grand devouring fucking fire

There is no kindness

Only desire

There is no kindness

Only desire

The grand devouring fucking fire

The grand devouring fucking fire

No kindness around me

Only fire

The grand devouring fucking fire

I fear the fatigue of the love that went

Down the drain without asking for my consent

Loved one

I miss you too much

The way you gave me the healing touch

There is no kindness

Only desire

No kindness around me

Only fire

That rips up every truth and leaves it a lie

That beats me asunder and makes me want to die

Without any reason

Because I have it all

That might be why

Cannot climb

Only

Fall!