13:13

13:13

Woke up on a winter day.

Feeling fucking mean,

decided to stay.

13:24

Feeling sick and tired,

can´t take this any more.

Presence no longer desired.

13:43

The thought keeps hunting me,

burning desire to break free,

to get away, to escape, to flee.

13:51

I see it so clear

By now all hope is gone,

there´s only fear.

14:02

Can´t delay this much longer

It is clear what I have to do.

The feeling´s getting stronger.

14:12

Got out of bed, still no sun.

Decided to kill myself.

Picked up a gun.

14:28

Felt a sudden urge to live on

but it was too fucking late.

Half the head´s fucking gone!