Words Mean Nothing

This armchair is old and lonely

Reminds me of my boring self

It feels like I'm the only

Lonely human left on this earth

If I could sit and watch

If I could stand and watch you

If I could stay and watch

I'd watch for day's

Words mean nothing

Sitting in pure darkness

Rethinking all my negative thoughts

Feeling the pure sharpness

From the blade of loneliness' sword

If I could sit and watch

If I could stand and watch you

If I could stay and watch

I'd watch for day's

Words mean nothing

I'm emulating someone else's life

Incriminating myself the same time

Walking in circles

And chasing my tail

Dreading the daylight

And waiting to fail

Why do I wait for the one thing I gave up?

Why do I hate myself for this fuck up?

Why do I wait alone in the dark?

Why do I act like a cowardly fuck?

Words mean nothing