First Row in Hell

Today was the very first day that I felt alone that I felt it slipping away

Today was the very first time I toyed with the idea of throwing it all away

Today I felt a scorching flame, kneel down and obey misery

My ego was thrown in my face

This is the first row in hell

I can not feel, not see the pain

Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?

Today I was told that I was weak

My only goal was to stay far away from pain

Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?

All is lost now