Happier This Way

You try to scream into the megaphone

You try to call me on the telephone

While I'm sinking at the bottom

And you don't even know my name

First you tell me it was copacetic

Then you tell me that was hypothetic

While I'm choking at the bottom

And you don't even know my name

But I'm happier this way

I found God he dropped me yesterday

But I'm happier this way

I'll try harder now to disobey

But I'm happier this way

You try to hold me on the dirty floor

You try to kiss me with your cold sores

While I'm burning at the bottom

As you're blowing along the flame

But I'm happier this way

I found God he kicked me yesterday

But I am happier this way

I try harder now to disobey

But I am happier this way

I'm a leech

I'm a lie

I believe all the hype

What I need, I'm denied

Water me as you waste my time

So you tell me that you really care

But I notice that you're never there

While I'm fucked and at the bottom

And you don't even know my name

But I'm happier this way

I found God, he beat me yesterday

But I'm happier this way

I try harder now to disobey

But I'm happier this way

Happier this way