In Spite Of It All

disconnect, to protect

space yourself from the mess

a chance to breathe, where the air is clean

and all of your thoughts, and all your dreams

so how can i say to you it's only me

so how can i say to you it's only me it's only me

here we are again

the beating heart the sound you hear

is innocence that cradles fear

and everytime i see your pain

i know it's me that i'm to blame

so how can i say to you believe in me

so how can i say to you believe in me it's killing me

impaled myself with the spears i've slung

and i've hung myself with words said

trust me, i don't trust myself

it's words said, words said

here we are again

wondering how we ever seemed to make this moment that i

here we are again

wondering how we're still here trying in spite of it all

haven't learned a thing

like sailing on a sea that's always raging

the rains that fell for forty days

well our anger now is more than just a reaction

it's been building and now it won't go

it's more than just a chain of thoughts

that has brought us to this place

we're just holding on to memories

we're now dancing on their graves

it's the words i once said to you

that keeps you here today

it's the words i once felt for you

that i just can't say

impaled myself with the spears i've slung

and i've hung myself with words said

trust me, i don't trust myself

it's words said, words said

here we are again

wondering how we ever seemed to make

this moment that i used to feel

would last forever

end of time we'd be together

we're still here trying in spite of it all

haven't learned a thing