Why

I am not here

I think I've never been here at all or ever will be

I feel like a place

Where no one goes anymore

Why can't you see that everything's broken

Why does it seem that my life's turned gray?

I can't believe in anything sacred

When I don't believe that I am real

It seems so bizarre

But none of this matters

Thoughts disappear, hope has died

Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here

Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?

The truth and the lies confused as one

I can't believe in anything sacred

When I don't believe in anything

I am alone

Locked in my memories

There's nowhere left for me to hide

But I am not real

I've made all I am with lies

Why does it seem that everything's different?

Why does it seem that only you are real?

I don't believe in anything sacred

So, why do I feel so damned alone?

I need someone to break the silence

That's screaming in my head

And in my soul