Suffocate Me

in anxiousness i'm twisting

drift into restlessness

this prison keeps shapeshifting walls

i think you suffocate me

constricting everything

so quick to give what you have no idea

will one day cost

forgive my skepticism

what you call "insecure"

i call protection

i can't trust anyone who just gives away their whole world

no one gives that up for free

no one like me

it's cost to much to open it up to just anyone

I don't think you hear me

do you want me to say it again?

no, i don't think you'll hear me

can't you see it's making me sick?

no, i don't think you can

don't think you care

at least not as much as you swear

and so i'll have to say "goodbye"(till you bring it up again)

subtle as a hemorrhage

from none to everything

shovel in and take what you can find

cold as a starved constrictor

bites like a soft caress

consuming with determined pride

do you think it pleases me to

push you away again

this should have ended long ago...

but you need to dig it out again

so it is as it began

there was never us

there's only you