Blue Study

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek

I can feel the hands on me

Pulls me in so we are face to face

I don't wanna see it...I don't wanna see

Hold my head up, can't avert my eyes

Spots and rats on me, I don't wanna see

Claw the ground up, get me out of this

Never wanted this - never needed this!

And you left me / and I left you

And you left me / and I left you, too

Chair is stained and I can't stay awake

Bring forth evidence to keep me sane

I can't keep this riddle locked inside

Seven ways to keep my secrets tied

Can't believe this, I belong in chains

Separated, it was me and something else

Now I'm numbing, get me out of this

Never wanted this - never needed this!

And you left me / and I left you

And you left me / oh, but then I left you and:

And you left me / and I left you

And you left me / and I left you, too

Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain

Spotlight looking down, I'm ashamed

Kneeling with my forehead to the ground

I can't help but flinch before I'm found

I don´t need you! Can´t you see behind?

Doesn't matter now - doesn´t matter anymore!

Maybe made me, get me out of this

Never wanted this - never needed this!

And you left me / and I left you

And you left me / and motherfucker, then I left you and...

And you left me / and I left you

And you left me / and I left you, too

Safe! I just want to be safe!

Safe! I just - want to - be safe!

Safe! Don´t you want to be safe?

Safe! Why can´t you let me be - safe?