Portraits

I swear I was incapable of life

I was paralysed (I was paralysed)

Stuck in stasis attached to the ground

I struggled to hear the sound

I never thought that I,

would ever get another chance to keep my hope instilled.

Another chance to feel.

I can't even fathom the fact that this is real.

Don't make me admit it

(I found what makes me whole)

If I start to spill it all, I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go.

So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet yes I was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same

Nothing feels the same

I don't know the way but I'll Be there soon

I just know that it's not with you

I know I've got to get out now

I've been forgetting I'm alone

I've been residing anywhere that I can call a home

It gives me hope

It feels like you're all that I had to let go

Don't make me admit it

I found what makes me whole

If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain from my past would go

So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet I yes was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same

No, nothing feels the same

Some day I'll paint a picture

From a perfect persons view

I'll paint perfectly between the lines, won't let the ink leak through

Then I'll shade away the stains of what I once believed was true

I'll paint on and on until I see a portrait portraying you.

I'll hang you on the wall to stay

So your eyes will always follow me

I'll be hiding all my thoughts away

So you'll never be just a memory

Don't make me admit it

You are what makes me whole

If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go

So keep quiet oh, just stay quiet yes I was a liar now I'm alive and nothing feels the same

No, nothing feels the same