To Be Godlike

Is there anyway that I can recant my doubts?

It seems as if I always have my hands out

A social pariah is not your messiah

What is there to venerate?

Nothing on the outside to captivate

Tear myself at the seams cause I feel dirty & unclean

You can save all your approbations

There's more to me then your single-minded manipulation

Accept me as I am or don't accept me at all

No longer is there an occupancy for me

Within myself I retreat from all discrepancy

Please accept me

This cannot be simplified,feelings buried deep inside

Don't you canonize me / Don't you patronize me

I have nothing that you need, tell me why you cannot see

You see right through me / I'm not what you believe

Can you hear me cry out?

Do you feel the pain I feel now?

Can I be redeemed and not lose my self-esteem?

Don't canonize me / Don't patronize me

I have nothing that you need, tell me why you cannot see

Accept me as I am