Novacain

There's something I can't figure out

There's something that I can't let go

It's here it's real and it's staring me in the eye

It's all I see now

Growing into something new

Becoming what I always knew

Would change me if I let it go

would turn on me if I let it show now

If I let it show

And you always got the best of me

While bringing out the worst of me

I found myself again and I didn't like this thing that I've become now

So I gotta do this right now

Cause tomorrow I ain't looking back

This is my last chance to come clean and make it right

And show you what I know

Sinking ever further

Concrete shoes keep me around

It's getting way to late to change tonight

Shudder to think I may be wrong

It's easy to lose when you're the king of loss and everything slips by

Taken a chance making a change

For better or worse

I can't let go

and I know what I want

Is what we think of ourselves inside

The same as what we really are

Is what you see in me

really what i wanna be?

Is this all for me

Is this all for you?

Is this all we see in ourselves?