Feelings Gone

"Cause the feeling - is gooooone! (Ghost!)

And I must - get it back! " {Statik Selektah!}

Trust me, nothing prepares us! (trust!)

They never say gettin' money slows your prayers up! (uh!)

We already in Hell; nothin' can scare us! (nothin'!)

We already fly high, nothin' can air us! (fly hiiigh!)

Came from the underground so I stay grounded,

Astounded - by all the bullshit that I founded. (bullshit!)

A wise man can lose juice soon as he gain jewels;

Life get real and you think of the pains you grew. (you thinkin'!)

This is that makin' a change, you let your man tell it (let your man tell it!)

Blowin' chronic; am I demonic or angelic? No vanilla Dutch, fuck it! Get the pain tell it;

Rollin' one sheet; thinkin' 'bout my rap sheet! (think!)

Sellin crack'll have you runnin' like a track meet (RRRRUN!)

Watchin' your back - on every other back street.

I started so young; why you think I'm so numb? (I'm NUMB!)

You can't feel shit and only like real shit.

"You can act stupid if you wanna! "

"Li-li-li- like you don't know what block I'm front of! "D-Block - layin 'em down! " "And I ain't never plannin' to stop. - I'm plannin' to rock! "

"You kno-, you kno-, you know my name, you heard my raps! " "You know my name, "S.P. and I done been through it all! "

"From here on I spit it in rare form! "

The Moon stay quiet but the Sun spoke (sssshhh!)

Still can't blow away the pain with the blunt smoke. Tryna give my daughter and my son hope; (try!)

The shit get rough - when you breathin in the gun smoke. (gettin' rrrrough!)

Do it all for a pile of the caaash,

Funny! - But I'm rarely (hahahah!) known to smile when I laugh. (that's all!)

You can say the pain run deep and I wonder:

Do the insane or the sane ones speak? (I wonder!)

And I feel like the devil got chains on me,

I'm inside but I still feel the rain on me. (it's rainin'!)

Like it's comin' through the window or the windshield;

Life full of sins'll have you spinnin' like a windmill. (spinnin'!)

Contract with God is signed and it been sealed (I'm signed!)

See you at the crossroads if everything has been real! (see ya!)

I can feel what you can't,

And the shit is vice versa so fear what you can't! - Yeah!

I told you it is what it is; (it is!)

Can't choose how to die but I can choose how to live! (true!)

Thought about it just sittin' where I live,

Just another ghetto nigga with a million dollar crib. (hahaa!)

No hope! - Then I dropped the E and got hoppin',

And got hip! - Just so I could get a little guap'! (you get it?)

Before that, I used to move rock; (uhh!)

With a 4-to-10 job after school workin' stock. (word!)

Then I said: "Fuck pickin' up a box! " (fuck that!)

So I sold more drugs, started stickin' mo' spots! (uhh!)

That's why I thank God for this rap shit, (thank God!)

Niggaz be frontin' cause we used to livin backwards.