No Name, No Words

I close my eyes, yet I still see

I can not hide from what's inside of me

I hear my thoughts, but they're not clear

And now I tremble with fear

No one can tell me what's sane

You see the tears I cry

But you can't feel my pain

No title can classify me

I'm a person with feelings

A number I refuse to be

Don't try to live my life

You cannot talk for me

Now I'm on the brink, brink of insanity

Sometimes I stare into space

I try to think about another place

Where happiness I'll see

I'll find a place for me and find some sanity

Sometimes I look at you

And I wonder what will I do

Will my mind stay intact

How will I react, will I do any harm to you

Open my eyes, but I can't see

Maybe the hatred has blinded me

There's not a sound, yet I still hear

Now the pain is so clear

Sometimes I stop to think

Or maybe my thinking just stops

Doesn't matter anyway

No one hears what I say, I'm on the brink of insanity

Well I know him but not his name

In everyone, yet not the same

Play with the cards i'm dealt, worse I never felt

I'm playing a sick man's game