Everything At Once

I'll cut up my time into two separate pieces.

In one place, I'm someone I don't know.

In the second place I don't remember my name.

I'll maintain control: I'll imitate you perfectly.

Now nothing's there: you win.

My flesh hangs loose on my bones,

I'm old, I'm poisoned.

I feel everything at once.

Now throw me out the window.

Watch me fall.

I'll try to remember if I've ever been here before.

I can't remember.

I'll imitate everything around me perfectly.

Time will always win.

It's poison.

I've never loved you.

I was never here.

I remember what it felt like to take a deep breath, then exhale, then forget

What I had just done.

I was never here.

I'll imitate everything around me.

Perfectly.