My Birth

Then I strangled your neck. Because I love you too much.

Then I kissed your red mouth, because I love you to death.

Now mother I need you- I need your claws in my neck.

Every breath that I breath in, feeds the life that I lack...

Now right here I was born, in the place where you kneeled.

In a burning white sand, in the blood that you spilled.

Far far in the distance, I hear the howl of the beast.

I feel his breath on my face. I feel the edge of his teeth...

And I'll swallow your sorrow, and I'll inhale your fear.

And I steal your tomorrows, and I'll inject your tears.

So please never forgive me, please spit on my name.

But I hold on to my memory, and keep me to blame.

Please need me to blame, need me to blame.