From Zero to Nothing

Day after day, recurring self-acting gestures

I can but feel this repetition and stand benumbed

I cannot run away

My existence in dissolution

How could I break this steady cycle to rise instead into light again

I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out

But nothing ever changes

I'm wasting my own life

I am going from zero to nothing

I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out

But nothing ever changes

I'm wasting my own life

And becoming what I have sworn to never be

When there is no way out

All just become insignificant

I can't breath

I can't sleep

Am I dead

No more faith

No more hopes

No more dreams

I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out

But nothing ever changes

I'm wasting my own life

I am going from zero to nothing

I have been waiting for the day when I could sort I t out

But nothing ever changes

I'm wasting my own life

And becoming what I have sworn to never be