Again

Again

I am wearing this weight again

It cuts like it did then

It's consuming all my thoughts

And swallowing me again

And what you see is what's left of me

But I'm here

I didn't think I'd scare very easily

But I fear this thing

It is wearing me out and thin

Paralyzing me again

It was vicious all the way here

I am barely alive

And what you see is what's left of me

But I'm here

I didn't think I'd scare very easily

But I fear this

And I wish you love

With anyone else but me

And I wish you love with anyone

And all I can do I will do for you

If I'm here

I promise you I'll remember you

While I'm here

And I wish you love

With anyone else but me

And I wish you love with anyone

And I wish you love

With anyone else but me

And I wish you love with anyone

And I wish you love again

And I wish you love again

I am surrendering me

Surrendering mine