Fingertips

Although it's warm outside

I feel cold inside my skin

I really could have used fair warning

Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in

This is easy

This is easier

If I could heal myself

Where would I begin?

I really wish I'd had a shoulder

I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in

This is easy

This is easier

Locked in all alone here

Fate is in my fingertips

There isn't anyone that can hold me here

Do you think this is courage?

Does this make me brave?

It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This is easy

This is easier for me

Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

Locked in all alone here

Fate is in my fingertips

There isn't anyone that can hold me here

Do you think this is Selfish?

Does this make me crazed?

It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This is easy

This is easier for me

Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

This is easy

This is easier for me

Than to pretend that this will ever get -

This will never get easy

I don't think so