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All of my life I been denied 7th grade attempted suicide

Remained alive isolated trapped in my mind

Confined in prisons by visions of multiple killings

I tried to fit in different cliqs preps jocks starter chicks

So what the fuck I'm tryin to find a place to call my home

9th grade trial by jury only 16 years old

Found not guilty back in '93 victim of society

Hatred and mass murder thoughts inside of me

My mind explodes into a paradox of pain

It's all insane with player haters speakin my name in vein

Underground rap game king 9 millimeter brains

Fling cover your mouth and your thing

From Detroit to KC fuck the industry

Because they hate me you wanna be but you can't be me

Wicked is how I'm depicted arrested but never convicted

Prozak, King Gordy, Tecca Ninna Self Inflicted

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I don't make my music for no mother fucking whites

I don't make my music for no mother fucking blacks

To keep Ninna's product steady runnin off the shelf

I make my music for my mother fucking self

Fuck the industry with dicks stuffed with Hennesy

And 151 with a torch on the tip and then bust on the enemy

Positive imagery you cannot change me

You got that hate I'll take that beat and flip it strangely

The major labels did not know what to do with me

You knew I was crazy if you went to school with me

Created a king kong becaus I sing songs

Got hoes and labels swingin on ding dongs

World wide respected

Devil Boy said we aint kissing no mother fuckin ass to be accepted

That's what I'm talking bout rap is revived

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How many times must you die just to live?

Suicide's on your mind so you kill

Your whole life trying to find something real

Your whole life is confined tight and sealed

Would you lie to me Christ cuz you will?

By his mind put you right where I live

Eternal nights the lights are in hell

Soldiers eyes were all blinded by shells

You are spineless can't fight your own fears

Time is nice you are dying in years

Why am I crucified by my peers?

As a child trying to hide my own tears

But keep my pride despite how I feel

With the knife deep inside it's a thrill

Gordy, Prozak, and Tech N9ne is so ill

You tried to die Access Denied please try again

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