I Pretend

Take this seat beside me, an afternoon for writing

Their lighting like they do on movie screens

And i yell action you say,

He has got me sweating

And you start undressing

I don’t really know which way to look

My eyes they find the window

I try to focus out the scene, its useless

I pretend

This ain’t happening

But in my head

Oh its happening

In the end well both go wherever

I pretend

This was memorable

But I’ll forget

My mind isn’t able

In the end we’ll both go wherever

So later I drink coffee

I’ll try to get a picture

But I can’t remember what you looked like

I try to focus on this scene, its useless

I pretend

This ain’t happening

But in my head

Oh its happening

In the end well both go wherever

I pretend

This was memorable

But I’ll forget

My mind isn’t able

In the end we’ll both go wherever

Is she real or a vision, its not clear

Oh I try to focus on the scene

It’s useless

I pretend

This ain’t happening

But in my head

Oh its happening

In the end well both go wherever

l pretend

This was memorable

But I’ll forget

My mind isn’t able

In the end we’ll both go wherever