Relief Next to Me

I miss you now

I guess like I should have missed you then

My body moves

Like curtains waving in and out of wind, in and out of windows

I can't untangle, I can't untangle

What I feel and what would matter most

I can't get close and I, I can't get close

And now there's just no point, in reaching out for me

In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief

In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief

And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me

But I promise this

I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need

But I promise this

I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need

I'll tell you now

I guess like I should have told you then

The thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame

Slamming in my framework

I can't untangle, I can't untangle

What I know and what should matter most

I can't get close and I, I can't get close

And now there's just no point, in reaching out for you

In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief

In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief

And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me

But I promise this

I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need

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