Still Believe

So the walls are closing in to sufficate you

Like you're trapped and flailing blindly in a garbage bag

You're sinking in a tar pit like a saber tooth...

You struggle but the blackness sticks to you

Like a disease that you can't wash off

So you go into the kichen for acarving knife

But you've tried to cut it out before

It only left you hurting more

I still believe in you

I hope that you'll pull through

Don't let this moment last

Let's put it in the past

If you believe in me

Sit down and try to braethe

Let this dark moment go

Turn back to the you I know

You're convinced your friends are hatching plots against you

And your family conspires to watch your misery

Everyone keeps saying it's just chemical

Can't they see that chemicals are killing you?

Just as surely as heart failure

Why not another failure now you're on a roll

Odd that the thought of dying makes you cry

When all you dream about is suicide