Brain Death

I need her heart and I need it beating.

I need her head and I need it bleeding.

Don't let me get in your head,

I'll make you wish you were dead.

If I repeat myself I apologize.

It's hard to see with clouded eyes.

You owe a debt, I want what's mine.

pay with your life.

Grit my teeth more than I should.

When I swallow I taste only blood.

I hate myself more that you ever could.

When I swallow I can taste your blood.

I still see her when I close my eyes.

If your life depended on me I don't know if I would save

you.

I would rather see the sadness in your eyes as I let you

die.

Save your apologies unless you're on your knees.

No need to beg and plead.

Grit your teeth, you aim to please.