I breathed in the smoke deeply it tasted like death and I smiled

I wish a heaven on Earth for my enemies

So that hell will hurt so much more

I never dream because I'm never asleep

I dove headfirst in the water, and I swam too fucking deep

The fire ignites the sky

I never got the chance to say goodbye

This has to be a terrible dream

This is a defense mechanism

Our minds are playing tricks on us

We have left the boundaries of the observable universe

I can't think, I can't cry

My mind would implode, I want to disappear

Debilitated; I'm sorry, I wish I waited

It ended alone, not knowing why you weren't at home

Apologies unheard; I live, I die by your word

Apologies unheard; I live, I die by your word

Apologies unheard; I live, I die by your word

I walk this path alone, push further away

I wish a heaven on Earth for my enemies

So that hell will hurt so much more

I breathed in the smoke

Deeply, it tasted like death, and I smiled