This Losing

Standing at your doorway

With my stomach all tangled n tight

Have it your way

Oh God, where are you tonight?

Cuz I don't know what I'm doing here

Or where to begin

So take a deep breath

But darling, don't let me in

A thousand times we've said,

"I'm sorry it's over again"

I can't live like this

Or feel like this in my own skin

It all seems so degrading

And the mourning such sin

Face just like a child's

Oh darling, don't let me in

And we laughed just like children

In waiting, in sheets on your bed

Why we secretly pray

Like we're mourning the dead

And you tell me you're so weary

I know

'Cuz I'm weary too

But hold back a tear

But darling, what a way to do

(Instrumental to outro)

And the wine, and the rain

And the feel of your skin

Against mine

I'm swimming, I'm flying, I'm dying

This face n this fear

Stay with me, Oh stay with me my dear

This hand

This glow

It's only thing that I love

There's losing

There's losing

There's losing

There's losing

There's losing

There's losing love