Even If It Kills Me

I've been awake for days and i don't wanna shake it no persuading always on the rise but I don't wanna be under concrete breaking everything i need is nothing more then my senses undesired over worked and can't pretend something's around me selfless reject

even if it kills me i won't loose my grip i fell into my hole that I didn't dig nothing leads to nothing I'm getting closer to something tighten up the bolts and embrace the day tomorrow is too late

I was home for days sinking in a disaster pure survival hypnotized I'm blind and I'm falling down faster crashing vitals paranoid to say maybe this could be tragic if i falter i can touch but can't feel anything burning thanks for nothing

even if it kills me i won't loose my grip i fell into my hole that I didn't dig nothing leads to nothing I'm getting closer to something tighten up the bolts and embrace the day tomorrow is too late

I can't stand this feeling every day forever have i lost my only chance to feel this pain? stand up for a reason fight this war within me I can't loose if my reality escapes

even if it kills me i won't loose my grip i fell into my hole that I didn't dig nothing leads to nothing I'm getting closer to something tighten up the bolts and embrace the day tomorrow is too late