Train of Thought

Sometimes I feel I do not know myself

Being someone else

Infiltrate this pain inside my head

My mind has just gone dead

I wish I didn’t have to feel

Emotions are too real

Stuck inside this living hell

I thought that I was well

You don’t know how I feel

You don’t know how I feel

I was gonna say something meaningful

I was gonna say something wise

I was gonna say something that meant something to me

But I lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

Not asleep but never really awake

More than I can take

Trap myself inside this empty clause

Clenched between its jaws

Resurrect this throe I put to sleep

Secrets I can’t keep

Why does this shit always happen to me?

I just want to be free

You don’t know how I feel

You don’t know how I feel

I was gonna say something meaningful

I was gonna say something wise

I was gonna say something that meant something to me

But I lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

A facade of what my life’s supposed to be

But it just isn’t me

Owning up to the blame of what’s been done

I can accept none

Plea for self-appointed absolution

I don’t deserve one

You don’t know how I feel

You don’t know how I feel

I was gonna say something meaningful

I was gonna say something wise

I was gonna say something that meant something to me

But I lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought

lost my train of thought