What Was I Thinking?

Why do we torture ourselves?

This will never work, I can already tell

We're not the same, it's over

What exactly would you like me to do?

Whitewash my words to hide the truth

Make them easier to swallow

It's not gonna happen

As entertaining as this has been

Stuck in romantic destruction

It's all a mistake and it's all I can take

Well, what was I thinking?

Maybe I wasn't at all

Where were we headed

Before we dropped the ball?

You're at the bar having a ball

I'm staring at my fucking hotel wall

Driven half insane with no diversions

How much will I take before I break?

I've taken the liberty in deciding your fate

Now the damage is done

In a time of great tribulation

I forgot my shovel at your grave

I'll need it back in case anyone else misbehaves

A higher power told me we can't be saved

What was I thinking?

Maybe I wasn't at all

Where were we headed

Before we dropped the ball?

What were you doing

Inside the bathroom stall?

What was I thinking?

Maybe I wasn't at all

Maybe I wasn't at all

Didn't I say, didn't I say

Didn't I say I'd call?

Didn't I say, didn't I say

Didn't I say I'd call?

I've been climbing up, I've been climbing up

I've been climbing the walls

I've been climbing up, I've been climbing up

I've been climbing the walls

What was I thinking?

Maybe I wasn't at all

Where were we headed

Before we dropped the ball?

What were you doing

Inside the bathroom stall?

What was I thinking?

Maybe I wasn't at all

Maybe I wasn't at all

Maybe I wasn't at all

Maybe I wasn't at all