From The Ashes I Shall Return

Ad astra

To the stars

The soul is striving

Called by an unstilled longing

To become what the deep symbol shows

I am a song that dies in the night

Yet I carry the star within me

The star is a ray of light above light

I am just a mirror

Forget myself and let it shine

The pure mind reflects the force

Like the moon shines

With the light of the sun

The one and only is all that I am

My soul longs to return

The call from light to light

The soul is made of a thousand questions

It dwells within my heart

Flowing forth and coming back again

Nothing can withstand the absolute

The path to the highest is a bridge

I wander clad in my earthly form

Over the river of this world

I hear its roar though

It swallows me not

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Spirit to spirit

I shall return

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Spirit to spirit

I shall return

Outside by the gate

I love to be alone

And listen to the birds

In the late sun's light

I have lost myself

No longer know who I am

For the great one alone

I bear now in mind

Beyond I and thou

I saw that I am the mirror

Toward the most high

Toward the inmost heart

In the moment of prayer

Is eternity

It stands in the sky

Like a morning star

In the now of the heart

Lies my whole life

The spirit written in stars

Painted in space

Mixed with matter

And knowledge of itself

Was shadowed

Destiny created

By the most high

Be set free by the call of the free

Be set free by the call of the heart

Be set free by the call of the light

Be set free by the call of the one

Eye that opens and then closes

Such is the life

That seem endless to thee

It shines with happiness

And its tears do flow

No eye exist that never wept

Eye looks deep into the world

Perceive the true

And understand

The opposition

Between nothingness and light

May mine eye direct

Its gaze to the source

May the light of wisdom unite

The light of grace shine into my heart

Purify the soul

And raise me to heaven

The very first cry in this life a prayer

And the last breath a word of hope

It is the word that grants us salvation

Lord hear me

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Spirit to spirit

I shall return

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Spirit to spirit

I shall return