Apologies Not Included

I'm finding nothing

No point just energy to burn

A pocketful of pointless and faded days

What have you done

This never-ending heart attack

Is spilling over self-murderous assault

Late hours turn to a blur

A boiling inner temperature

Late hours turn to a blur

A boiling inner temperature

Crowned waves torrid sea

Washing years over me

Myself into a knot

In sudden overdose

Someone is moving

But who is staying still

Or have we grown apart

How selfish of you not to find

You didn't look for peace to gain

From being alive

Fuck if I care

It doesn't matter

Ignore

The more things stay the same

Fuck I don't care

The more things never change

I'm not sorry for you

I'm not sorry you didn't look but

Make yourself present

Are you hiding

Do you feel guilt

Cause mine's dying

Worked through your waste

Now there's nothing

But maybe there's

Still hope