Dissociation

By the last time in the car

Then I already knew

At the time I laughed

I didn't know what to believe

Couldn't stay for you

What a strange way to lose

I couldn't take you

Don't confuse being set free

With being discarded and lonely

I tried to tell you we never change

I let you go

And when I left

I really tried to tell myself

It was for me and not you

Couldn't stay for you

What a strange way to lose

Finding a way to die alone

Is better than what I was shown