Secret Curse

Secret curse

Anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex

A day of no rhythm a night of no rest

And i do not know what sin i have not confessed

Secret curse

Terrible blight i'm deafened by sound and blinded by light

Caught when i flee and beat when i fight and i'm cocky when wrong

And timid when right and i don't know what crimes have yet to come to light

But it's getting worse

Indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark

A terrible bite, but never a bark, i don't know what else i can do

I don't know who you are... please, i'm sorry

Secret curse

Unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain

Stricken with pleasure and taken with pain

And i'm nervous and lost and i can not refrain

Secret curse

Unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong

Pussy when tender and brutal when strong

And i'm losing my friends as we're getting along

And i really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first

Invisible eye, sad if i laugh, mad if i cry

Screwed if i live, screwed if i die

I try and i try and i don't know what else i can do