Unfortunate Few

Oh you unfortunate few

Nobody's listening to me

It came at a time when I just started

To say something interesting

Bubbling thoughts I've been thinking a lot

But I don't write them down with a smile

More of a frown as I'm looking down

No pen in my pocket no pockets to fill

Far too long ago my chances were slim

I'm knocking the door but they won't let me in

Configuring why takes the whimsy from whim

You're all blocking the door won't you please let me in

Oh you unfortunate few

Stuck in your special space

I'm here on my own though I'm not alone

It feels like a miserable place

At first you remember but then you forget

And once I'm forgotten you can't get me back

I'm knocking the door but nobody hears

I'm banging it down won't you answer it please

And nobody's asking for more

Nobody's looking for anything

Nobody wants me to say a thing

Nobody misses the missing

Ascend or Descend

Upon a plot with the same ending

My timing's no good

But it saves me from troubles ahead

But you might not be figured with eyes

Might not be figured with ears

Might not be something to figure at all

Until you are actually here

I've gone back on my words which constantly change

I believe what I mean at the time that I say them

I'm climbing a wall of infinite height

I couldn't go through, though I try as I might

They're telling me fictional distractions

Fictional stories

I have heard enough of these

Is anybody missing me?